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Wednesday, September 15, 2010

AlpineAire Gluten Free Product List

I don't know about anywhere else, but around here... winter is coming. And with it are blizzards and power outages. So it is very helpful to have a bit of extra food (amont other things) around just in case.

AlpineAire offers a variety of dehydrated foods that can be used in such circumstances, and they also offer a wide variety of informative listings on their site. There are other allergen listings as well as the gluten-free list.

One thing, though - the apple flakes and diced apples are not on the gluten-free list. However, I emailed the company and got their assurance that they had contacted the manufacturer (on the second email - their first stated that they were going to contact them) and the apple products are gluten free.

The entire exchange took less than half an hour, and they were very helpful.

This winter, I'll be eating better as I sit here waiting forever for the roads to be plowed.

Saturday, September 11, 2010

GF Tasting at The Raisin Rack today!

I'll be attending the GF tasting at the Raisin Rack in Canton this afternoon. Should be very interesting - there are so many things out there that I haven't tried! I will be picking up some gf burger buns while I'm there, to accompany the hot dog buns I got last week from The Grainless Baker.

The hot dog bun worked out really well, considering. And by that, I mean I was cooking over a bonfire, so the hot dog (and bun) went onto the cooking stick! Made quite the impression on the rest of the guests. But next time I'll save the seasonings for after the cooking... too much ketchup and the smaller side of the bun got a bit soggy and tried to break away from the rest.

Tasted pretty darned good, though. Nice and warm, a little crusty from the fire, and very good with that hot dog. (I'll heat the hot dog thoroughly before putting it into the bun in the future, though.)

All in all, it was a great evening.

My sister invited me for a cookout at her house this coming Saturday. Now, this is unusual. She lives over three hours away from me. But... she's invited one of her co-workers to come over, and that co-worker is also a Celiac. So I'm bringing the brownies (in a disposable pan, and already baked) and I'm going to grab a few treats for her friend as well. She has been a great help in finding things locally down there. My sister tries really hard to make sure I have things to eat, and that I'm safe in her home. She's sweet. And her friend has been a huge help. Turns out there are GF areas in the Meijer stores, and that Kroger has a lot of gf options as well. (Just not their cottage cheese, for some odd reason.)

So I'm making my turtle brownies (they were a bit hit the last time) and buns and I'll pick u an assortment of little things to take down with me for her. Maybe I'll even take a box of Glutino crackers for her... and I'll absolutely be taking the new Snyder's pretzels. I'm pretty sure she can't get them down there yet... they're still mostly in Whole Foods stores. (My wonderful GIG leader, Denise, got some for the Raisin Rack in Canton. I think it was blackmail...)

Hope all is well with you, and that you're finding lots of great gf eats this week.

Thursday, September 9, 2010

Out of the blue

This evening I got a call from my sister in Columbus (well, outside Columbus).

She asked me to come to a cookout on the 18th. That's a little unusual, as I'm over three hours away from there. But then came the really strange thing - she asked me to bring brownies!!

She's inviting one of her friends who is also a Celiac, so I'll bring some burger buns and things as well - some things she might not be able to get way out in the middle of nowhere!

And... I get to miss a baby shower. Not that I don't want to celebrate, but those games make me crazy.

Friday, September 3, 2010

A visit to The Raisin Rack in Canton

After several stops, I headed over to the Raisin Rack in Canton today. The road in front of the store is closed, but they have a good path marked through the back and the store remains open. Except for Labor Day, of course.

I'm attending that midwest favorite, the bonfire on Sunday. So I grabbed some smorables, and some Udi's bread. Also got some hot dog buns (they were recommended by Denise, the GIG leader in this area)and some Katz parbaked rolls. I'm looking forward to seeing how they turn out - I've heard great things about the brand, and have never had the chance to try any of their products.

I'll give a full review after the bonfire... I'm having hot dogs and s'mores, just like everybody else!

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Back from California - none the worse for wear.

Had a great time getting my daughter set up in her first apartment at college this past week. We wound up eating out a lot, and I found a couple of places that were great... and one that was really just not so hot.

The Elephant Bar doesn't have a gluten free menu. But the manager came over to our table, went over all the offerings with me, discussed the different sauces and the ones that are made in-house versus the ones they get from a supplier, and arranged for me to have a wonderful meal. He even took my order over to our waiter himself, to make sure I would get exactly what I needed. Great guy. Great food.

Chevy's? Not so much. Enchiladas are normally pretty safe, but they couldn't even tell me what the chicken was marinated in or seasoned with. I'm thinking Chili's next time we go out with that particular set of friends.

Still, I found something wonderful out there - Guerrero's corn tortillas. Not refrigerated, very mild in flavor, and flexible when cold. Did you hear me? I said when *cold*!! Evidently they are made by the Mission people, but they couldn't taste different from the regular Mission corn tortillas if they tried. Great for sandwiches - I took two avocado and turkey sandwiches on the plane home with me. (And they were yummy!!)

All in all, a good gf trip. The San Francisco Bay area has a ton of gf options, and I'm looking forward to trying some more of them when I go back to visit.

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

If you can't laugh at yourself...

I survived the colonoscopy prep. Barely.

And evidently I really enjoyed the anesthetic this time. My daughter went with me, and when the doctor came out to talk to us, she tells me that I told him about biting a dentist one time when he hurt me. Well, the doc, being young and having a good sense of humor (thank heavens) said if he'd known, he would have tied me down.

And I apparently responded that he couldn't do that - it would be too much fun.

Yeah, never showing my face in public again. At least I don't have to go back for five years. I was hoping for ten, but he found and removed six polyps this time. No biopsy results yet, of course, but they can't be too big, as I had my last encounter with the scope about six years ago.

Ah, the joys of Celiac Disease.

Saturday, August 14, 2010

Gluten Free on an airplane (U.S.)

Well, I bit the bullet and wrote to the TSA to get the real facts. No more wishing and hoping for me!

Turns out - Celiac Disease *is* covered, and with my handy-dandy doctor's note, I can take any food items I need onto the airplane - through security. Any.

Of course, I will still have to buy my drinks inside security, but at least I don't have to worry that they are going to make me throw away my chicken salad because it is a paste, or my peanut butter or mayo packets, or my cup of applesauce.

I will have to pull my cooler bag out so it can be hand examined - no more express security line for me - but that's nothing compared to having to go from 4am until 3pm with no food. (We only have an hour between flights, so there isn't really time to try to find something at the connecting airport.)

I'm still planning on using the frozen grapes instead of risking a cold pack, but grapes are a good snack anyway. So I get to keep my stuff cold and enjoy some fruit as well. Not such a bad deal.

Now, of course, I have to wait and see if the people at the actual security checkpoint behave the way the TSA says they should. Think I'll take some cookies along, just in case.

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Sorry it has been so long

Just got my copy of 100 Best Gluten-Free Recipes by Carol Fenster, and I've had my nose buried in the book ever since! Great recipes, bringing to mind great ways to convert some family recipes. All in all... a winner.

I have also been attempting to figure out how to carry a full day's worth of gluten free food onto an airplane. I'll be flying from Ohio to San Francisco on the 23rd, and between getting to the airport at 4 in the morning and getting the rental car at noon (Pacific time) I'm going to need at least two meals. My daughter can pick something up in the airport once we've checked in, but I am already planning to carry a package of frozen grapes, to work as an ice pack, and with a little luck, a sandwich from Jason's Deli on Udi's bread. My sister's chicken salad and some Glutino crackers will serve as either breakfast or lunch (depending on what sort of sandwich I get, and if the Jason's near Columbus has the bread) but I'm still considering what to take with me for crunchy snacks. Maybe some caramel corn? Some GF pretzels? A piece of the birthday cake I'll be making for my daughter? (GF, of course. She doesn't need it, but I found a recipe, and I'm anxious to try it.)

Suggestions are more than welcome... this will be my first cross-country flight since the diagnosis.

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Who's the Celiac?

This is a question I'm hearing more and more lately. I got it again on Saturday night while at my high school reunion. The minute I mentioned gluten-free, one of my classmates that I would never have imagined having any information whatsoever brought up that a softball buddy of his has celiac disease, and was in terrible pain prior to going gluten-free about two and a half years ago.

I was amazed. But then, maybe I shouldn't have been. Two of my girlfriends from way back when spoke up immediately when I got the diagnosis - one to offer support, and the other to let me know where to find both gf foods and a support group! And we live in the tiniest of small towns.

So far (and I know I haven't been doing this very long at all) I have had no attempts to entice me to eat something I shouldn't, I've had plenty of people offer to help me find things that I can eat, and I while I have had a couple of less than happy restaurant visits, I'm usually able to get what I need.

Still... I have to wonder what the reaction would be if I didn't have that word "disease" to fall back on. If I wasn't the celiac in the group. What if it was a different form of gluten intolerance? Would the perception of my friends and family be different? Would I get the same service when I go out? I hope so, but I suppose I'll never be really sure.

I have resorted to the "wheat allergy" excuse once or twice while eating out - especially when on the road and starving after driving all day. But the strange thing is... most of the time when I say that, they drag out a menu that plainly says "Gluten Free" on the front.

I'm glad to have been diagnosed this year, as I know things are far easier today than they were even a few years ago. And I'm glad to have the family and friends that I do... they are amazing.

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Silly Yak Gluten-Free Kennywood trip

My daughter, two of her friends and I met up with Chandra and some of the other participants in the Yahoo "Silly Yaks" group for an outing at Kennywood on Sunday. What a wonderful place! In addition to the great rides, most of the park is covered in trees and there is ample shade available for even the most sunburn-prone among us.

But the very best parts? They allow (and even encourage) people to bring picnic lunches and have a large number of covered picnic pavilions available for both large groups with reservations and small family or other groups to use. They also offer a number of gluten free options throughout the park - their Potato Patch fries are gluten free, as is all the cheese sauce used in the park. And those fries with the cheddar sauce and bacon? To die for! But take someone with you to help eat them - the portions are huge. The burgers (sans buns, of course) and hot dogs are gluten-free, the soft serve ice cream is, too. And of course, the lemonaid and cotton candy are treats everyone can enjoy.

Good rides, and a lot more of them than Maria's friends had expected based on the size of the park. Six dollars for preferred parking, but there is a skyride to the free parking area!!

The only drawback? It took us two and a half hours to get out of Pittsburgh. The tunnel we took on the way in was closed for construction when we tried to get back out.

Still... we'll be doing it again. We will just plan to leave a bit earlier (before the tunnel closes for the night) or to take the turnpike.

Saturday, July 31, 2010

Today's adventure? Class reunion!

I made chicken salad for myself, as the entree the class was providing isn't gluten-free. Got a message this morning that they are now doing something else instead, and I can eat it.

I'm still taking the chicken salad and my Glutino crackers. Just to be on the safe side.

I'm also taking bourbon baked beans with real bacon, shallots and brown sugar. And a tipsy fruit salad. (What the heck - it is only once every five years.)

Turtle brownies to round out the meal, and I'll be a happy camper!!

Thursday, July 29, 2010

Weekend "fun"

The brownies went over well, at any rate. One hint - put in less of the caramel pecan mixture than you think you'll need or want. I wound up with caramel hanging out the sides of most of the brownie bites, and it made them much more difficult to get out of the pan.

But boy, were they tasty! Almost made up for the rest of the weekend.

Went to Costco for the first time in about five years. The one in the Columbus Ohio area didn't have as much in the way of canned veggies as the ones in CA, but the meats and fresh veggies? To die for!!

I'll be making multiple trips down to shop there. Lovely pork butts, lean beef at reasonable prices, real prime steaks? What's not to love?

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Brownie News

The turtle brownies were a big hit. Everyone loved them - moist, chewy, filled with goodies! So today I take the next step - turning them into brownie bites by baking them in a mini-muffin tin. This batch is for my nephew's birthday party tomorrow. I'm hoping they will turn out well, and if they do I'll post the recipe and technique I used here.

As for the pan version it is very, very easy. Melt 20 Kraft Caramels in two tablespoons fat free evaporated milk. Stir in about a cup of chopped pecans. Yum.

Make the brownie batter as directed - spray the bottom of the pan and then put half the batter in. Bake for about five minutes to start to set the batter.

Spread the caramel/pecan mixture over the brownie base, and cover with the rest of the batter.

Bake for the remainder of the suggested time. I left them in the oven for ten minutes after I turned it off, just to make sure they were *really* done.

Cut into very small squares - these things are rich.

And don't tell anyone until later that they are gluten-free... (this backfired on me, as a helpful woman put them onto a plate full of regular brownies.)

Next version? I'm replacing half the fat with applesauce.

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Gluten-Free on Weight Watchers - an experiment

Well, I did it. Bit the bullet and rejoined Weight Watchers. Went to my first meeting on Thursday, and am doing pretty well, considering. Right now I'm working on adding the healthy foods, because if I'm filled with lean proteins, fruit and veggies there won't be much room for the garbage I normally eat.

Can't live on Fritos and french onion dip forever, you know. Not with a diagnosis of fatty liver and the spectre of cirrhosis hanging over my head. Not that I expect myself to give up everything I love - I won't last if I do. But since moderation isn't a concept I appear to be able to grasp, using the plan will help me to keep myself in line and lose the weight I need to get rid of.

I'll let you know how it goes - the first thing I talked about with the leader was my inability to do the whole wheat or whole grain stuff. So, he told me he understood, and I would just have to eat white bread.

It will be a learning experience for all...

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

G-Free Foodie saves the day - again.

I can grab lunch on the go again! The first time I had to drive from Ohio to California after my diagnosis, I lived on caramel corn and cheese sticks. I don't have to do that anymore!

G-Free Foodie has a great list of fast food places where we can actually get a decent (well, as decent s fast food gets) meal. Still doesn't really fix my problem - I can't drive while I'm eating a bowl of chili and a baked potato - but it does make life much easier for those times when I'm stuck out in the middle of nowhere and need a meal. And it makes driving back with my college-age daughter a breeze!

We still make our own food most evenings, as eating at Outback or some local steakhouse starts to add up after a while, but it is great to know there are places I can drive through on my way to the next town, or state.

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Good news

We got back the results of Maria's antibody tests this week - yes, they did finally run the test. She is negative for both! So she's safe, at least for now.

Of course, this means the food fights will continue. But we're doing better now. She is becoming more accepting, and I'm not pushing her to eat anything that's at all starchy.

I still need to lose the weight, and I'm having a reaction to something in the environment, as my skin has begun to peel off my hands and arms, but overall? Doing so much better.

Well, we're off to the local GIG meeting. I have samples that one of the reps at the conference sent to me.

Monday, July 5, 2010

Eggplant dip

Had a great time with friends last night - we watched fireworks, chatted and sampled some homemade wine. Yummy!

When I arrived for the picnic, it didn't look as though I would be able to eat anything except the brownies I had brought with me... until they brought out the dip. The woman who made it was having people guess what was in it, and people said avocado, onion, all sorts of things. But when she said some of it had to be cooked - I knew.

It was eggplant. Eggplant, green pepper, salt and pepper. That's it. Now, I love eggplant. And I love dips. So this was perfect for me, and I devoured my fair share of it! When I make it, I might substitute something for the green pepper, as it isn't my favorite flavor and it did kind of overpower the eggplant, but the idea is now firmly planted in my head and I can work with it.

Not just gluten-free, but healthy and low in calories. What a great new recipe!

Saturday, July 3, 2010

Turtle bites

I have a picnic to attend tomorrow. It is going to be hot, humid and gluten-filled. I was asked to bring a side dish, but as I'm brain-dead right now, I could only think of two - pasta salad (which I can't eat) and baked beans (which someone else *always* brings. So I went the easy route... chips and salsa, and a brand-new recipe.

Now, I have to admit it starts with a Betty Crocker mix. And is stolen from their website, with a couple of very small changes. But still, it is my first effort, and from the appearance of the pan in the oven, it might just work out fine.

Preheat the oven as directed on the package.

I started off with a gluten-free brownie mix. Added the two eggs and the 1/2 stick of melted butter (and boy are they right when they say it will be thick!)

I used an 8x8 throw-away pan, as I'm taking them to a picnic, but I think they might do well in a small springform pan as well since the batter is so thick.

Sprayed the bottom of the pan with non-stick spray, and spread about half of the batter into the bottom of the pan. I put the pan into the oven for 10 minutes, during which time I:
1) unwrapped 20 Kraft Caramels
2) put them into the same container I melted the butter in
3) added about 1 1/2 tablespoons of nonfat evaporated milk and
4) melted it all in the microwave (it took about a minute and a half, stirring often.)

I added about a cup and a quarter of chopped pecans to the caramel and mixed them together, then poured the mixture over the layer of brownie in the pan. Spread it out all over the brownie, and then put the remainder of the batter on top. I managed to cover most of the caramel mixture with the brownie batter, but I think it might look nice if you were to just drop dabs over parts of the pan and let the caramel show more.

Baked again for ten minutes and then turned off the oven and left the bars in the oven while it cooled so they wouldn't overbake. (I hate dry brownies)

I'm going to take them out now (about ten minutes after I turned off the oven.) We'll see tomorrow how they turned out!

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Real Gluten-Free Emergency Advice

This is a great blog post about the need for Celiacs to be prepared for emergencies - and it includes one of the facts I've been most concerned about... longer term emergencies. The list provided is a good one for the typical three day emergency pack, but what about after those 72 hours?

What are you going to do between the time your three day supply runs out and the suggested 14 day later return of goods to the grocery shelves? And how much longer than 14 days will it be if you're trapped in an area that is completely devastated by earthquake or hurricane?

Something to think about... I'm working on a plan, but it is going to take a while.

Stay tuned.

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Free Choice Foods Creole Red Bean Jambalaya Review

Finally found something my non gluten-free daughter and I can enjoy together! We tried this dish at the GIG Conference in June, and agreed that it was something we might like, but when I made it at home with the addition of a little chopped onion and some gluten-free Giant Eagle brand smoked sausage? It was a real hit!!

Next time around, I think I'll toss in some shrimp and cut the amount of sausage by about half... but still, it is a great meal, and one that we will be enjoying in this house for a long time to come.

Two thumbs up for Free Choice Foods!

Saturday, June 26, 2010

Wrong again...

I posted a not so good review of a restaurant the other day... although they offer a gluten free menu, I was disappointed in the flavor of the offering as well as the service.

I was soundly spanked by the community.

I guess the mere fact that they offer something is enough. It doesn't have to be flavorful, or even what you actually ordered. All I know is, I won't be going back anytime soon. At least, not to that location. And that is what I said.

I'll go there when I travel, as I know I can get food there that won't make me ill, but it will not be on my list of places to visit when at home.

Guess that's not good enough. But hey - there are places near here that offer tasty, well seasoned gluten-free burgers. Why should I go someplace that doesn't?

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Red Robin Review

Went to the Red Robin in North Canton, Ohio tonight. Not bad for a last-minute restaurant choice, but the gluten free menu leaves something to be desired. Like a guarantee that they will even try to make your food gluten free!

I did manage to find things to eat there that I think were safe, but I think I will put this one on the "only if there isn't anything else around" list.

Personally (and it is a personal decision, and I wouldn't blame you one little bit for crossing them off your list completely) I would prefer a plain burger from them to no hot dinner at all when I'm on the road and in unfamiliar territory. But here at home? I won't be going back.

Thursday, June 17, 2010

Weekend at my sister's house

We are getting ready to head down to Madison County (no, not that Madison County) to visit my sister and her family for the weekend. We're bringing shrimp for Friday's dinner, and several maple saplings. (I have huge maple trees, and every year I wind up with many, many saplings in the yard)

I spoke with her on the phone today, and she said, again, that she hates it that I can't eat everything when I'm at her house. That she wants me to be able to enjoy everything along with everyone else.

While I appreciate her sentiments, I'm not going to be one of those people who says that she can only cook things I can eat. I won't.

So while she's making me a lovely rum cake, with one of the Betty Crocker gluten-free cake mixes, and the dishes at the anniversary dinner will include chicken salad and potato salad (both of which I can, and will readily devour), I'm bringing my own crackers, snacks and such with me.

And we will all have a wonderful time. (Especially teasing my oh, so pregnant niece!)

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Friendly's

Took the girls to Friendly's this evening for dinner. It was their choice - I looked it up on the internet, and discovered that I was right - it was going to be ice cream for dinner.

I didn't even bother to ask about gluten-free options. There is almost nothing on the menu that doesn't contain wheat, and I'm certain they aren't using dedicated fryers.

On the other hand, I do enjoy a good hot fudge sundae. Even for dinner! And we had a great conversation, so all in all, the trip was worthwhile.

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Don Pablo's in North Canton, Ohio

I took my daughter and one of her friends to Don Pablo's for dinner last night. We were seated right away, and when I asked about a gluten free menu, the woman who seated us responded that my waitperson (yes, she really said that) would handle everything for me.

The waiter came by, and I asked him about gluten-free options. He spoke with me about the enchiladas (all made with corn tortillas) and the possibility of substituting corn tortillas for the flour ones in the fajitas. (That was my original plan, by the way)

I asked him about the rice and beans, and he said he was sure they were gluten-free, but he would double check with the kitchen manager! And he did - came back and reassured me that I could have the full meal I had ordered without worries.

I ordered the chicken enchiladas, and had a wonderfully tasty meal. Something I've been looking forward to for a while, now.

I'm not sure why restaurants think they have to use gluten containing ingredients in their seasonings. Sure would make my life tastier if they would cut it out!! Plain everything? Might as well eat at home.

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Product Review - Pamela's Products Espresso Chocolate Chunk Cookies

I received a sample of these cookies at the GIG conference last weekend. Tried them this evening, and I have to say they taste great. Very big flavor, especially the espresso flavor. But the cookies are moist, not hard and crackling and crumbly. They taste good, and they are just the thing for a quick pick-me-up!

Saturday, June 12, 2010

Outback Restaurant

Went to Outback with some friends last night - dinner at six, and we closed the place at 11:30. Then we went to IHOP and had dinner. Again.

I love getting together with this couple. They are really fun, and we spend so little time together that we always have a full evening of things to talk and laugh about.

They are going to accompany my dd and me on our gluten-free trip to Kennywood on August 1st! I think we are all going to have a wonderful time.

More about Kennywood in the next entry - you're invited as well!!!

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Gluten-Free and stress

I'm thrilled to have all those gluten free goodies from the conference to go through tonight, but boy could I use a break from the real life stresses that go with being "mom" to everyone my daughter brings home.

Got an instant message from one of her friends this evening - he's in Denmark for the summer, supposedly to be an au pair for a couple of little boys. Except they threw him out of the house, told him they want the money for his plane ticket back, and never, ever gave him any direction about what they actually expected of him while he was there.

Ugh.

On the other hand... we are home for a few weeks, we have a whole carload of goodies to try, and we really do need to look on the bright side.

Great news, too... Cheeseburger in Paradise has really tasty burgers. No gf buns, but great burgers.

Saturday, June 5, 2010

GIG Conference, Day 2

Welcome to day two of the Gluten Intolerance Group Conference! The morning sessions were interesting, not only because of the content, but because of a minor controversy about what one of the speakers was saying. I overheard some people talking about the fact that his presentation should have been approved before he made it, and evidently it hadn't been,.. he was saying things some people didn't want to hear.

He spoke a lot about Celiac Disease not being the worst of the gluten sensitivities, about other wheat and gluten allergies being much more prevalent, and about how you can't have CD without having atrophy of the villi. That I can understand, although I have to wonder if that means I will lose my diagnosis once my gut heals... no atrophy, no more CD?

I had a few questions for him, such as "Do people with other gluten intolerances have the same chance of lymphoma and other autoimmune diseases as those with CD?" But I was shy, and didn't raise my hand to ask. Figured I'd get boo'd out of the room if I did.

He was the third speaker of the morning. The first spoke about labels and how to read them - and how important it is to work with a nutritionist or a RD when you have a gluten intolerance so that you can get a balanced diet without adding to the potential for heart disease and other problems brought on by the replacements for wheat. You see, most of them don't have much if any fiber, and they tend to be very nutrient (calorie) dense. They are not usually enriched, and so they add few vitamins and minerals to your diet - which must then be added in other ways.

The down side of all this? Most insurances (including Medicare) will not pay for nutritional services, even for a disease or condition that has a completely nutritional treatment. So... the vast majority of us will do without.

Second speaker was the best of the morning, at least for me.

He seemed kind of like an aging hippie, but he made good sense. Talked about the need for specialty foods and the lack of need for specialty everything. He recommended using the local grocery store for all those things that are locally available - fruits, vegetables, canned and frozen goods that are naturally gluten-free or are mass produced and labeled gluten-free. Then he went on to discuss the need for specialty stores to obtain the gluten-free breads and things we depend on to make life just a little bit easier. But his point was that he makes the time to travel to several different shops for his food, and in doing so he saves a bundle. And with the cost of gluten-free foods, that is important.

I appreciated everything he had to say, but he said one thing that really resonated with me... he said you have to let go. That it takes time, but eventually you have to let go of your hopes and expectations of finding something, anything, that will replace wheat in both texture and taste. It just isn't out there.

And for me, that was the most important sentence of the day.


Lunchtime: Lovely wraps made with sandwich petals. I had heard of them, but never saw them on any of the shelves where I shop. (No wonder... the nearest store that carries them is over a hundred miles from my house) But they offer a sampler pack on the website, and I am considering ordering it. The expense is pretty great, but the wraps are incredibly good, both in taste and texture. They act like real flour tortillas - they roll without cracking, and they taste great.

The osteoporosis discussion was good, but pretty clinical. Of course, I've been reading about it for years, so I had a decent idea what they were going to say before they said it... vitamin D, calcium, weight bearing exercise. That sort of thing.

The final speaker of the day talked about Celiac Disease, and how it is a lifelong diagnosis, it is being researched (but the research is seriously underfunded) and that there are some people who are attempting to develop a type of allergy shot treatment for it. Seems that they are able to reproduce the gluten effect on the intestine by injecting the proteins into the arm rather than having you ingest them. They are hoping to find a way to use this to create the equivalent of allergy shots for Celiac Disease. And one day, perhaps, they will. For right now, though, we still need to participate in studies and get out there to talk about the disease, as there are still way too many people who don't believe it is very serious or who refuse to take those of us with it seriously. He used a number of examples to illustrate his point, including one of a physician who refused to test a patient because CD is a rare childhood disease and "this whole celiac thing is a fad."

Sounds a lot like my doctor.

I had a lot of fun, met some wonderful people and got to try some great foods. I'm going home with samples and recipes to try and lots of great things to remember. And I am looking forward to next year.

GIG Conference, Day 1

Registration started at 7:30. They had our badges ready, with the meal tickets inside the holders. They handed us goodie bags, with all the handouts from the conference bound into a book (Yay!) and a big bag of Snyder's new GF Pretzels inside. The bags also held some information on the sponsors and donors, and are really nice, reusable shopping bags. ]

Breakfast was pretty good, although I would have really liked some breads or rolls, or even a sweet roll or danish to try. Maybe I'll have to come up with a recipe for those... they don't seem to be readily available on the market.

The first speaker, Dr. Joseph Murray, told us about the new research being conducted near Rochester. They have studied old blood samples from Army recruits (about fifty years old) and then followed up with information about mortality in the interim. It turns out that undiagnosed Celiac Disease leads to far greater early mortality than the average for healthy men. This information appears to agree with another study that states there is a correlation between CD and mortality over the course of fifteen or more years from the time of diagnosis. (This would be untreated CD, of course.)

Two other studies didn't find the same thing, but neither of them used young, healthy subjects and then followed them for a period of more than ten years. One of those studies suggested that perhaps those with undiagnosed or untreated CD died before they even started studying the group - after age 50. There was no correlation between CD and mortality in those subjects, but then... perhaps that is because all the people who were going to have the really bad complications had already left the group. At least, that is what the good Doctor suggested.

I chose the Starting GF Life/Emergency Preparedness lecture for my second of the day. I wanted to find out what was available out there for emergencies, and how others had coped with the longer than three day emergencies that do come up.

It was a good review of how to set up your gluten free pantry, and how to make a three day emergency kit, but left me wanting as far as other resources go. I'm considering making that a project... how to find gluten-free resources when in a long-term evacuation or other massive disaster situation. I know the Red Cross does *not* provide gf foods for evacuees. Not certain about FEMA, though. I'll have to check that out.

Lunch was... a salad bar and ravioli. The ravioli was good, but kind of boring. Cheese, and pasta that tasted pretty much the same as the cheese. Similar texture, too. Of course, being made and held for a large group does strange things to any sort of pasta, so that may have been the problem.

I only attended one of the afternoon sessions. Believe me when I say to arrive rested and refreshed... I napped through the first of the afternoon sessions.

But at around 2, Bonnie Presti spoke about metabolic syndrome. She did a great job of explaining what it is, and ways to combat both the syndrome and the complications that can arise from it. I know I have to battle this weight, and that once it is down, the cholesterol levels should start to resolve themselves. At least, the ldl and triglycerides will do so. Got to get back into the exercise to raise the hdl to the level recommended for a woman my age. Diet doesn't play a very big role in hdl levels. But exercise will increase it, and as it helps to prevent both heart attacks and strokes (big factors with my family history) I really do need to get out there more.

Tomorrow I'm attending the lectures on nutrition recommendations, saving money on a gf diet, allergies, CD and gluten intolerance - what's the difference? and osteoporosis. They all sound interesting, and they all apply to my situation. That's why I chose this conference, after all... the ability to pick and choose topics that interest me.

There were great displays, and I'll describe some of them in a later post... suffice it to say I found a good tasting pancake and a great tasting beer!

Friday, June 4, 2010

Gluten Intolerance Group Conference

Finally made it here after the trip from hell - went to New Jersey to see off a friend on Tuesday. He left Wednesday afternoon, and we headed directly to Minneapolis for the conference. Got here last evening, and had a lovely nap along the way in one of the Indiana Turnpike rest areas.

I'm looking forward to two jam-packed days, and will let you know what I learn. Maybe typing it out will help me retain some of it! Or at least I'll be able to go back to the posts to refresh my memory as it fades.

I hope there are handouts. I did bring note-taking supplies, but they aren't as good as handouts that you can make notes on.

Can you tell I'm a little bit excited? After being on the road all this time, I'm really looking forward to hearing about (and taste testing) a variety of foods that aren't bananas and vanilla ice cream. Or burgers without a bun, like last night's dinner. Oh, and what's the deal with all the melon? Ask for fruit with your meal, and you get a couple of strawberries and a boatload of melon. Would it kill them to throw in a blueberry or a grape?

Thursday, May 27, 2010

Looking for ideas

I have no visitor count on this blog, so I have no idea if anyone is reading. I do know nobody is commenting...

However, I find myself in a strange and somewhat difficult position. I have promised several people that I will start a new website for folks with Celiac Disease - one that attempts to make it easier to buy in bulk by forming co-operative buying groups. You know - you can get the stuff from Amazon, but you have to buy a case. So why don't three or four people go in together to get themselves what they need, at the case price?

Good idea, right?

I'm just having a lot of trouble getting started. Any input would be helpful.

Good news from the GI doc

He says I'm doing just fine, and that he doesn't need to see me for another six months. I like this doc - he actually talks with me about what's going on, and lets me know what he is thinking. So I'm to lose weight (to save my liver) and to take a multivitamin every day, because sometimes people with Celiac Disease don't absorb the nutrients even after the villi heal. Who knew?

He's concerned with vitamin D, calcium and iron in my case. Of course, the osteoporosis might have something to do with that.

But he's never heard of a doctor giving someone with Celiac a letter so they can get accomodation at a motel - fridge and microwave. Told me to ask my regular doc. I laughed.

Oh, well. Sandwiches (on corn tortillas) work pretty well for me.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Better today.

I had KA*ME rice crackers with peanut butter for dinner. She went out with friends for Chinese.

It worked for us.

I also made plans for us to go to Cleveland tomorrow afternoon to attend calling hours for a friend's father. Got to figure out how to manage meals around fasting in the morning for blood work and a 60 mile trip to calling hours in the afternoon.

I think I'll just get her something from Subway. I'll have my homemade chex mix.

Sunday, May 23, 2010

Just erased a post

A great, long, whining post. All about how terrible it is to be stuck with a gluten, fat, flavor-free diet as long as my daughter is home from college.

But you know what? I'm not going to do it. I am happy to fix her things that she will eat and enjoy, but I am also going to make some things that I'll like. Otherwise it is going to be an impossible two months for both of us.

So... tomorrow I'll make some home fries and perhaps even some eggs to go with them. And she can have her wheat toast and blueberry preserves for breakfast. Compromise, right?

I don't want to force my problem onto her. So she will have all the things she likes here at home, with some small adjustments. And I'll break out the butter and other flavors for my own benefit.

The alternative is simply unacceptable. I won't drive her away from home over this. We'll work it out.

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Recuperation... and planning.

Hello again.

I'm finally starting to feel human again after the trip and the madness that occurred afterwards. But... a friend from Texas will be in town this weekend, (well, in Euclid anyway) for her father's funeral. I have, of course, offered any help I can give, so may wind up making a few trips up there over the next several days.

And of course the plans for the summer have changed again. Now we leave on the first for a quick trip to the airport in Newark, NJ. From there we run straight to the GIG conference in Minneapolis, and from there we come home - only to take off again for Shreveport in a couple of days if the California Rep to Louisiana (IORG) is going to attend their Grand Assembly. (Which reminds me - I never did get my parent card.)

That being the case, I am now looking for some gluten-free alternatives both near the airport in NJ and some interesting things for the drive(s). Any suggestions/recommendations/recipes?

Saturday, May 15, 2010

Does anybody know what time it is? Or what day?

We are back from the spring adventure, and I must admit it is good to be home. Got glutened several times - mostly my own fault - but really, when a person asks for no gravy how hard is it not to bring a plate covered in the stuff?

Redfish Grill in New Orleans is incredible, though. Great staff, good management, and a delicious meal that was checked and double checked for gluten by an attentive waiter. Can't wait to go back!

Smokey Bones is good as well, and has a decent gluten-free menu. I just wish I had known that when I ordered, but again - my own damned fault. I didn't think to ask.

Monday, April 26, 2010

A sad day in Sparks, NV

As I drove from West Wendover to Sparks today I kept daydreaming about fish and chips. You see, the entire trip had been planned around a visit to Off The Hook in Sparks. More than one, actually. I planned for two days in the area.

But when I arrived, there was a note on the door... due to economic factors, they have closed.

So I went to Mel's Diner at the Sands and ordered the chopped steak without gravy. Not too bad, but certainly not fish and chips!

Sunday, April 25, 2010

West Wendover, NV

Boy, when I mess up, I do it right. I thought I would be okay ordering a small steak with two cheese enchiladas. (Corn tortillas, of course)

Not so much. I actually scared myself in the bathroom tonight. I haven't had a problem like that since my diagnosis. (Although it was a routine occurrence prior to the diagnosis) I may be skipping meals for a while, just to give my gut a chance to get rid of whatever I ate that is fighting back.

But tomorrow it is on to Sparks to try their new gluten-free restaurant - Off the Hook. I'm looking forward to some fish and chips. And maybe I'll take some extras with me for the dinner at the hotel tomorrow night. Yum.

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Day two - Joliet IL to Seward NE

I am a bad celiac. Or perhaps just a bad planner. I somehow managed to go through the entire day on just breakfast - the remains of the spanish tortilla I brought from home.

Tomorrow has to be a better day, doesn't it? I must say I'm not making bad time, but then I did get to the motel this afternoon and immediately flopped into the bed and fell asleep until 1:30 this morning.

Guess I'll start over in the morning.

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Day one - Joliet, IL

Never, ever leave town with an empty stomach. If you learn nothing else from me, ever, please learn this.

Got started almost on time, but of course by the time I got to Chicago I was way too late for OMY Its Gluten Free. So next time I'll leave earlier and plan to stop for a late lunch.

Thank goodness for Hillshire Farms roasted turkey. I grabbed a small package of that and munched on it most of the day. I'll probably finish it off for breakfast tomorrow.

So no, not much in the way of nutrition today. A few potato chips, some Spanish tortilla and deli turkey. But I'm full, and I'm not sick, so I am willing to call that a victory. This time.

Tomorrow? On to Lincoln, NE!

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

The Adventure Begins Tomorrow

I think I'm all set. I have a Spanish Tortilla cut into cubes for snacking, corn tortillas, cheese and gf cold cuts for lunches, homemade chocolate Chex mix for munching on the road, lots of tic-tacs for avoiding the dreaded dry mouth (I can't drink too much while I'm driving or I wind up stopping at *every* available rest area) and a whole bunch of things to make dinners with while I'm on the road.

I also have directions to two Gluten-Free restaurants I'm planning to visit along the way. So at least two meals on the way out there will be fresh. One is the first night - if I make it to the Chicago area in time. The other is in Sparks, NV - almost at the end of the journey.

Lots of availability of gluten-free places to eat in the SF Bay area. One in particular (they have gluten things available there, but not anything I have ever ordered) is Kabul Afghan Restaurant on the peninsula. One of my favorites from when we lived out there. Yummy lamb and rice dishes, pumpkin, great salads. I'm looking forward to it. And I was really relieved when I found out that my very favorite dish is naturally gluten-free.

I'll update when I can, and let you know what is working and what isn't. (I have a nasty tendency to just skip meals if I'm tired and it seems like too much work.)

Wish me luck!

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

New Route To California

Via this new restaurant in Frankfort, IL... OMG, It's Gluten-Free! I'll have to leave a little earlier than planned, and drive a little faster than planned to get there before they close at 6, but I think it might just be worth the extra effort!

Monday, April 12, 2010

(mis) Adventures in Eating Out

Went to lunch with a friend this afternoon. I had glanced at the menu on line (about six times) and decided I could have the pear and walnut salad. Shouldn't be anything in there to bother me, right?

Um, not so much.

I wonder how long it will be before I can eat fresh fruit without having to run to the bathroom immediately thereafter.

Saturday, April 10, 2010

GIG meeting at the Raisin Rack

Today's meeting was great. We had a potluck - and it was wonderful. Cheesecake, biscuits and gravy, pasta salad, lots of fruit dishes, peach bars (yum!) meatballs, just loads of great stuff.

We also planned a trip to Ferrara's in Sharon, PA for next month. Yum! Looked at the website, and I'm thinking the "Taste of Italy" is in my future.

Still working on the plan for the road trip at the end of the month. Oh, and the taxes. Guess which one is getting more of my attention?

Friday, April 9, 2010

Easter with the family

Went down to my sister's house for Easter. I will continue to go, as she needs help getting ready. I will, however, hide out as soon as the rest of the family arrives.

Not because of the food thing - not a one of them cared if I had anything to eat or not. Just because she married into a family of people who drive me nuts. Especially the younger set.

Who brings a four month old baby along for a two day trip with eight (8) diapers? And who asks for a walker for said four-month-old when the child doesn't have a place to sleep that's up off the floor?

Had a lovely Sugerdale Ham (all their meat products except the cheese stuffed hot dogs are gluten-free) and green beans with Sugardale bacon (yum) and potato salad and mashed potatoes and corn.

Oh, and then I told the baby's 19-year-old father to quit f*ing around and make her a bottle.

Friday, April 2, 2010

Happy Good Friday/Passover

Hope everyone is going to have a wonderful holiday weekend. I wish I knew how to add a photo to this thing, as I just received a lovely basket from the University of Chicago's Celiac Disease Center. They offer it to people who are within three months of having been diagnosed via biopsy, even if you aren't one of their patients!

It is so pretty I almost don't want to open it. But what a lovely Easter Present!!

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

A good discussion about the various levels of gluten deemed "acceptable"

I suppose I should move to Australia if I want to be really gluten-free, but I am hoping that the American proposed standard of <20ppm will be good enough. I just wish they would get around to actually passing the thing and beginning to enforce some of the regulations that go with it. It will be just so very much easier to eat when "natural flavor" is less of an unknown.

Oh, well. At least I can have my cream eggs this Easter.

Monday, March 29, 2010

An Article in Living Without

I just read this article, and while I agree with the idea that the daughter needs to be rewarded for her help, I disagree with the author's apparent assumption that she doesn't resent having to do the things she does.

I may be new to the Celiac thing, but I'm an old hand at being the younger, sick child. My sister was always left to be in charge of me, to protect me, to watch me, to take care of me when my parents couldn't be there. And she suffered for it. A lot.

They were there at her performances and such, because she was far enough ahead of me in school that I could just be dragged along with them when they went, but there was never a summer vacation when she could just pick up and go with her friends without having to take me along, and in the end, her friends wound up being my friends. And that hurt her more than I can express. I even wound up marrying the boy she had a crush on in high school.

In short, they need to *make* things happen for her. They need to plan some spontaneous things, or at least be prepared when they come up. There are snack packs and coolers and all sorts of ways to prepare for those things - and they can encourage her to go out on her own with her friends families if the opportunity arises.

They will all be healthier for it in the long run.

Friday, March 26, 2010

Today's dinner...

Chili cheese rice. I used to love chili-mac. Ate it regularly. Nowadays, that's a thing of the past - gluten free pasta is just too expensive to use for an everyday meal.

So I substitute instant rice for the pasta, and add a boatload of cheese. Still yummy, but I'm considering splurging and making the real thing when my daughter gets home from college.

Monday, March 22, 2010

Yummy lunch today

I got a strange desire for a toasted peanut butter sandwich this morning, but rather than indulge in that, I broke out the Glutino crackers.

Not wheat, that's for sure, but once again I'm reminded that if what I put on or in it is tasty enough, all I really need is the correct texture. And these crackers have it. So glad I found them at the supermarket near my sister's house.

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Eggs, cheese and vegetables

I am getting things done around here. Cleaned out the fridge and freezer yesterday, and am bringing all the new groceries in from the garage today. I've got a space for them in the bottom of the china cabinet, and once they are all inside, I'm going to do an inventory.

Why? Um, well, I appear to be losing track of what I have. While cleaning out the fridge I found four pounds of butter, three dozen eggs and about seven pounds of assorted cheeses. Oops! Yeah. My doctor will be so very proud of my efforts to keep my cholesterol down!!

But with the new room in the house for groceries, I will be able to keep track better, I hope. I already know I have about two cases of canned green beans, and nowhere near enough of anything else. Got to fix that. Maybe I should put a list up on the front of the fridge, and check things off as I use them. That way I would know when I actually *need* things, as opposed to just guessing in the grocery store. Maybe.

Saturday, March 20, 2010

About that new dining out thing...

I'm considering giving it up for a while. Not that it was bad... the young lady was very considerate, and told the cook all about my allergy, and he gave me exactly what I had ordered, exactly the way I ordered it.

(I told her it was a wheat allergy, just to make things easier on myself... I was getting pulled pork, and I didn't think it would matter. I'm dumb that way sometimes.)

I don't know if there was gluten in that sauce, but it sure was spicy. And I paid for it all the way home!

Next time I'll order the pork without the bun *and* without the sauce!

Thursday, March 18, 2010

One more for the road

Tomorrow I'll be testing out another new thing... going to meet a friend in Euclid for lunch. I'm not at all sure where we'll be eating, and may wind up driving all over the metropolitan area while I'm at it.

I don't know what I'll wind up eating, but if I find a place that's good, and has a decent staff, I will let you know.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Thank Heavens for BBQ!

As I am looking through the CSA's Gluten-Free Product Listing, I am finding that most BBQ places are loaded with gluten-free choices. Of course, it is helpful that I enjoy the stuff, and that most offer a variety so I don't get too bored.

And I am certain Maria will enjoy visiting local spots as we travel across the south this spring on the way back from California! It is one of the things I like best about travel, and she appears to have inherited my appreciation of local eateries and trying just about anything that is considered local fare.

I think I might just survive this. At least, I think so today.

Happy St. Patrick's Day!

I hope you will all have a wonderful day, filled with corned beef, lamb stew, cottage or shepherd's pie, and green gluten-free beer!!

I'm torn between corned beef and some sort of amazing potato dish. Who knows... maybe I'll just do both.

At least this is one holiday when I don't have to worry about finding something to eat.

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Home again, home again, jiggity jig.

As my grandmother would have said.

Just got back yesterday from a visit with my sister and her husband. She and I are getting along far better than we ever have, but this time she kind of pissed me off. You see, she lives near a bunch of stores that have gluten free items. And she has a Sam's club card. So I went down to do some shopping and visit a little bit.

I understand that she's my older sister, but come on... we're both in our fifties!! Time to quit thinking you have to "do" for me. I paid for our purchases at Sam's, and she got really mad at me. Even though she bought lunch, and paid at the grocery store, she was upset with me for paying for my own (and some of her) groceries. Now, isn't that a bit strange?

And this was just after we had discussed the fact that she is having money trouble. I just don't understand this compulsion of hers to take care of everyone she comes in contact with. Okay, I have some of the same tendencies, but nowhere near to the extent she does. She's supporting her brother-in-law, sends lunch every day for one of her husband's co-workers, and then tries to pay for my groceries! While she's worried about her mortgage payments.

I keep trying to talk to her, but it never seems to work. She is a lovely, caring woman and she is bound and determined to make everyone else's life easier. But she's making herself crazy.

Friday, March 12, 2010

Food Network

I admit it... I am an avid watcher of the Food Network. And while I think Guy is just remarkably overrated, I do love Diners, Driveins and Dives. Because there's just nothing like local food, and a diner or dive is exactly the right place to get the local stuff.

However, I am finding myself watching the shows now and instead of saying "Oh, I'd love to try that one day... maybe I'll look that place up when I'm in the area" I find myself going, "Oh. I can't have that."

It is depressing. Maybe I need to find another station to watch.

Successful Casino Trip

I went to this casino with some friends yesterday, and not only did I break even, I was able to find some food in the buffet. Not the sort that most CD people would probably trust, but hey... nobody ever said I was going to be perfect.

The BBQ station had a carving station set up with roast beef and turkey, and had grilled veggies available. And the "American" station had its hamburger, cheeseburger, and chicken patties separate from the buns!! Of course, I understand that it is to keep the buns from getting soggy, but it works for those of us who have to avoid them as well.

I did not try out the salad bar, as I had indulged in a lovely chef salad for dinner on Wednesday... and one meal of salad per week is pretty much my limit. But it looked as though they offered a number of acceptable items.

Still want the real lowdown on mushrooms, though. I miss mushrooms.

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Second Hep B shot today

I'm slowly becoming friends with a very nice woman who is also anti-vaccination. This is only slightly disturbing to me, as my daughter is finished with both elementary and secondary school, and is therefore not likely to become ill when this woman's children bring their nasty diseases into the school system.

(Is that too harsh?)

She really is a lovely woman, and I understand that since one of her children did have a severe reaction to a vaccine, she is unwilling to take another risk. That being said, she has no right to expose others to the risks she is willing to take for her children. And no, she doesn't home-school. She sends her children out to mingle with others on a daily basis.

So... one more friend with whom I have to avoid certain subjects. Sigh. Oh, well... at least she's not going to call me a filthy meat-eater. (And yes, she is vegetarian. Just not rabid. Or rude.)

Monday, March 8, 2010

Strange new symptom

I'm fat. That is one of the reasons you will never see a profile photo of me. Only the cats.

However, I have almost completely lost my desire to snack. This is abnormal. It is so abnormal, I'm going to talk to the doctor about it when I go in for my shot on Wednesday. You'd think I would be thrilled, but I'm not. I'm worried.

Not that I don't need to lose the weight - I do. But the change is so dramatic it is causing me some distress.

Now if I had lost my desire for cigarettes, I'd be thrilled.

Marzetti Salad Dressings

Almost all of the Marzetti brand refrigerated salad dressings are gluten free. This is a great thing for people like me who are planning to both travel and eat on a budget. I can take salad dressing, some cold cuts and cheese that I know are gluten free, such as Hillshire Farms roasted turkey and Sugerdale ham, and just buy salad greens in supermarkets along the way! Great thing for chef salads (without the egg, of course, unless there are preboiled eggs in the market) and will make an inexpensive and nutritious dinner at least a few nights per week!

Way less of a problem than trying to eat on the road at fast food places, and far less expensive than eating steak and a baked potato every night for three weeks!!

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Over a month now

And most of my GI symptoms are gone. Not too bad. Still working on the dermatology stuff, but it seems to be clearing up nicely, too.

Found a gluten-free bakery in Alliance, OH... Kathy's Creations. She makes the most wonderful double chocolate cookies. Huge, and soft and delicious. The pie crust tastes gluey to me, but I imagine I'll get used to it. I was never a big crust fan, anyway. But the fillings are lovely, and when you walk in the door - heaven. It smells the way a bakery is supposed to smell. Like flour and sugar and all things yummy. She is only open on Thursday, Friday and Saturday, though. But some of her creations are available at local outlets, like the Raisin Rack in Canton.

She did warn me that they get their deliveries on Thursdays, and are usually out of stock by Friday evenings, though.

Next week is one of the first big tests... I'm going out of town with a friend to a casino for the day. We'll see if I can find anything to eat there. (I am taking some snacks with me, just in case.)

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

One month

Hello, imaginary readers. I know you're (not) out there.

Well, today makes one month. So far, so good. I'm finding lots of resources on the internet, meeting some people who have gone gluten-free for one reason or another, and maybe, just maybe, making a difference in the life of a celiac who doesn't drive and thus cannot get to group meetings. (I'm taking her copies of my information) (And no, I can't just take her with me to the meetings... she lives 120 miles from here, near my sister.)

Found a local gluten-free bakery that I'm going to check out today. And one of my friends has let me know that some gluten-free pastas and things can be found at Big Lots and the grocery outlet in Hartville for way, way less than at the health food stores. That'll be good for my budget!!

And let's face it... this is a big, big hit to my budget. I have a whole kitchen full of food I can no longer eat. And a daughter in college. Tuition, fees, books and living expenses come first. So anything I can do to trim the extra costs will be done. Who cares if the boxes are a little crushed, as long as they aren't open?

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Costco vs Sam's Club

I hear that Costco has a good number of gluten free items, even in its own Kirkland brand of foods. This is great, and will help me no end when I go out to California, where there's a Costco on practically every block. Here in middle-of-nowheresville, it isn't a huge help. The nearest one is over 45 miles away.

Sam's Club, on the other hand, hasn't been reviewed for gluten free items, at least not as far as I've been able to find in my (limited so far) research on the web. But they are everywhere out here. So, the next time I head down to my sister's house, I'm going to drag her to the nearest one and try to find some things that I can eat. (Other than the veggies, of course.)

Maybe it will be worthwhile to renew my own membership. Or maybe I'll go for the Costco membership and just make a huge trip once a month.

Monday, March 1, 2010

Simply Recipes

This lovely website has a whole section devoted to gluten-free recipes, although lots of them appear to be pictured alongside things like flour tortillas... we can always substitute corn tortillas for them.

One of the things I'm finding on this new diet is that I tend to get into a rut of eating the same things all the time... and I'm less than a month into it. Got to open myself up to new things or I am going to get bored, not to mention I'm going to miss out on lots of delicious and healthy things that are available.

Still searching for something to replace Nacho Cheese Doritos, though. With no luck so far.

Sunday, February 28, 2010

Gluten Free Musings

Something I am struggling with... the temptation to have "just a little" of my favorite things. Without checking to see if they are gluten free, or knowing that they are not.

Nacho cheese Doritos... a favorite for what seems like forever... are verboten now. Sigh. They have been one of my staple foods on my trips across the country for years.

And while it will be fairly easy to skip most of the traditional New Orleans foods due to my complete lack of interest in anything too spicy, missing out on the oyster loaf will hurt. And I refuse to completely skip the Cafe du Monde. I just simply refuse.

Friday, February 26, 2010

Doing something

Is way better than doing nothing. I've modified my other weblog to reflect my new "interest" and am going to be starting to plan the trip to California to get my daughter and bring her home for the summer.

While I will attempt to arrange my evening stops for areas where I can get a hot, gluten-free meal, I know that most of the time on the road I'm going to be improvising. That's where the supermarket info and brand info come in handy.

I have two flexible coolers that I will be taking with me, and I am *not* going to live on chips and snickers bars for two or more weeks. (Both ways)

Thursday, February 25, 2010

Food memories

Just immersed myself in something I haven't eaten since I was three years old. My grandmother had some strawberry plants, and when we visited my sister and I would go into the back yard first thing in the morning, when there was still dew on the plants, and pick a bunch of them.

Grandma would bring us the sugar bowl, and we would dip the fresh strawberries into the sugar and wolf them down like the candy they were. What an amazing memory.

Sometimes gluten free brings me closer to the innocent little kid I once was. Tonight is one of those times.

Did this happen to anyone else when first diagnosed?

Or am I just strange? I appear to have lost my appetite. Almost completely, for the past four days.

Is it my brain telling me that since I can't eat half the things I have in my cupboards, I should just avoid eating at all? Or am I dealing with something else entirely?

I am making myself eat at least a little each day, although on Tuesday that consisted of a Snickers bar for lunch. Not really the best thing in the world, but at least it was something.

Monday, February 22, 2010

Outback Restaurant

Had lunch there yesterday with my sister. What a treat! Got a great bacon cheeseburger (bunless, of course) garlic mashed potatoes and a truly yummy chocolate thunder from down under for dessert!

The only problem I saw was that the gluten-free menu must be made for kids... there are no prices listed.

But I will be on the lookout for Outback during my travels this spring!!

Sunday, February 21, 2010

Yeah, not so much.

Having a rough time this evening. Really just want to curl up in a corner for a few weeks. Maybe months.

I hate always being wrong. And I hate that I can't afford to do anything about it at the moment. Wish I could, but right now it just isn't in the cards.

Well, it *was* a good day.

Had a nice trip back up to my house with my sister today. We chatted about a bunch of things, not the least of which was celiac disease and my hope to remain relatively gluten free even when traveling.

I had taken my van down to that area for my niece and nephew to borrow. But he isn't willing to use it, so who knows what is going to happen now. I'm not going to worry about it tonight... plenty of time to worry about it tomorrow.

Saturday, February 20, 2010

I can only control my own actions

I have reached a conclusion. It isn't going to be a popular one, but it is one I can live with. (And that's pretty important to me, even if it isn't earth-shattering in the grand scheme of things.)

When I'm shopping, and at home, I can control everything that goes into my food, and thus into my gut.

When I'm not, the best I can be is careful.

That's not to say I won't bring my own snacks, and dishes to potlucks and that sort of thing. But honestly, while I will forgo the french fries at Wendy's because they may (or may not) be fried in the same oil as the fish, I won't kill myself over the fact that someone who just made a sandwich is going to put my baked potato into its tray. As I said, it isn't the popular view... but it will fit in with my lifestyle and make things easier for everyone around me.

(And yes, I'm also one who objects to nut-free schools and classrooms. My problem is not yours. And your problem is not mine.)

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Good customer service from CareerBuilder.com

Yes, I know this is a slightly off topic post, but probably not really all that off topic. I checked my account balance this morning, and it was negative.

So I immediately checked the transactions to see where I had gone wrong. I make mistakes, just like everyone else. Well, not this time.

This time there were charges on there from Fedex and Careerbuilder. Not too much from Fedex, although I did call them and request that they be removed. They were happy to help, and will be watching out for whoever has been using my card so they can take action against them.

Careerbuilder, on the other hand, took my information, told me they needed to investigate with the sales rep who had the account, and got my phone number in order to call me back. I made it clear that I was in a bit of a bind as a result of the charge, (It was over $500.00) so she agreed to put a rush on the process.

Less than an hour and a half later, she called back and agreed to remove the charge.

Still have to wait to get the new card and to make sure the charges are reversed, but I'm very happy with both companies responses to my difficulty.

But I use that card for everything, so who's got my information and where will they try to use it next? I may never know. And so, when the time comes to go to these places again, will the same thing happen?

I really hope not.

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Some good things I've found today...

Sugardale (http://www.sugardale.com/GlutenInformation.aspx) ham, bacon, smoked sausage and hot dogs are all gluten-free! As are most Kozy Shack (http://www.kozyshack.com/index.html) puddings. Loads of calcium in a tolerable form. Woot! And even the chocolate pudding is gluten-free.

Maybe this won't be as impossible as I had thought it would be. After all, I used to bake. I used to cook. And I have a huge freezer downstairs that is currently full of things my daughter can eat while she's home from college.

Today isn't looking as bleak.

Happy Mardi Gras!

While I can't partake in all the traditional festivities, I am planning to do a bit of celebrating tonight. Gonna make myself a good, gf dinner, followed by some sort of fatty egg and bread-like thing for dessert. Maybe some sweet french toast made with udi's bread. Sounds interesting, doesn't it? Not quite pancakes, but close enough for this year.

Next year I hope to be able to make a nice king cake. Gluten Free, of course!

(Yes, I'm feeling a bit better today. Amazing what a little B12 will do for you!)

Monday, February 15, 2010

Just a note...

To anyone who actually reads this thing (and I'm not counting, so I have no idea unless you comment.)

I am writing this because I have no one to talk to about these things. My best girlfriend thinks all my problems will go away if I stop taking all my medication and think positive.

My sister is full of helpful ideas, and hasn't a clue how I actually feel.

And the man I love has flat out told me he doesn't want to hear about it.

So I write.

Stick a fork in me, I'm done.

So, on Sunday I found out that my liver is enlarged. Not terribly much, but enough. And I had five more tubes of blood drawn.

This morning, I had my cat scan. Appointment at 9:30, test takes ten minutes, tops. Made it out of there at a quarter after 11. Ugh.

Then off to the doctor to start over with the p. anemia treatments. One shot per day for three days, then one per week for two weeks, then one per month. So damned stupid. I told them I needed the shots. But I guess I'm just a dumbass who doesn't have a clue about my own medical history. Asshats.

So, I'm bruised, tired, thirsty, craving pasta, and my cholesterol is evidently through the roof. At least Maria gets done with college in three years, and then I can just tell them all to go to hell and enjoy what little is left of my life. (And yes, I'm aware that I could have a much longer one if I did all I was told. But I'm done now. I really just am.)

Sunday, February 14, 2010

Happy Valentine's Day

Got an ultrasound done this morning. My liver is enlarged. (of course) and my left kidney is hidden. Took the poor woman several minutes just to find the thing.

And... I went to the bigger grocery store on my way home. Found a bbq sauce that I can eat (the Jack Daniels original), but my favorite isn't gluten free. Nor is any of the reasonably priced soy sauce or its relatives. Oh, the gf brands are out there, but they cost twice as much as the originals. And I just can't afford that.

I did find one type of sushi at the counter that I can eat... the roasted salmon rolls. Of course, I can have the veggie rolls, too... but I do like the texture of the fish rolls. California roll is out of the question, as it uses the fake crab. And that's made with... wheat. Who'd have thought that fish was made with wheat?

My trip to Starbucks went better, though. The one near me has discontinued the gf cake, but they had a brand of cookies that they have just brought in - Lucy's - and it is gluten free. And not bad tasting, either. Very, very crisp, but I dunked them in the coffee, and they acted just like regular sugar cookies, and tasted just like them, too. I'll be getting them when I go back, and I'll be going back pretty often. (It is right next to the big grocery store.)

Oh, and I found corn tortillas at the big store. They were with the cheese. Strange, but I guess they have to be refrigerated. Who knew? So now I can have some lovely chicken wraps and things of that sort. It will make my life easier, and will keep me from just eating Fritos for dinner from now on. At least most of the time.

Saturday, February 13, 2010

GIG meeting at the Raisin Rack

I like fish. In fact, fish is one of the things Maria and I eat most often, as it is so very good for her cholesterol level. That being said, I think I'll pass on the bluegill from now on.

I've never eaten much freshwater fish, and after today I understand why my sister thinks fish taste "fishy". And the aroma? Not really to my liking.

Still, I will give the product a good review when I call on Monday, because for what it is, it was very good. The gluten free coating was nice, and the portions weren't a bad size. Just way too flavorful for me. Maybe perch... I've had perch before, and I don't remember it being quite so tasty. (If you know what I mean.)

The meeting was cool, I got some samples of natural calcium supplements along with the fish, and I found some falafel chips that really taste great. I'll invest in some hummus and have myself a party!

And I'll go back.

Friday, February 12, 2010

Breakfast, gluten free style

My first gluten free breakfast (I've been avoiding it). I call it "Eggs Benedict is turning over in his grave".

But it turned out pretty well. Gluten-free english muffin, eggs, cheese (just to hide the difference in the muffin taste), canadian bacon and hollandaise sauce.

The texture wasn't the same, of course - the muffin felt more like an overgrown pancake in my mouth than a regular muffin, but it tasted pretty darned good. One less thing I have to avoid like the plague!

But at $6.00 for four muffins, either I'll be eating it only on special occasions, or I have to learn to make my own.

Thursday, February 11, 2010

Raisin Rack, Canton, OH

I visited this store yesterday after the doctor made it *very* clear that yes, even a tiny bit of gluten would start the whole process all over again. Not a good thing, I don't think.

And I stood there for over an hour, just staring at things. They have it all, mixes, flours, baked goods, snacks, even pizza/pizza shells and frozen dinners for both kids and adults. Oh, and cheesecake.

But I wound up just getting a few things - some flour, a loaf of bread and some english muffins. I figure if the things I put with them are flavorful enough, I won't notice anything but the texture, right? And if I'm paying six dollars for four english muffins, they had damned well better have the texture right.

One piece of good news, though. He says that the stupid patch on my elbow should be gone within a few weeks. No more cracking and bleeding and being embarrassed at the fuzzy looking shards of dry skin that stick up from it and hurt whenever anything brushes against them. Yay for that, anyway.

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Living Without Gluten-free Recipes

I think my first attempt will be the Boston Cream Pie... it won't be exactly the same, of course, but it might just satisfy my craving for custard filled donuts.

I love my friends

One of them sent me a message today about a store I'd never heard of, and it is right here in nowheresville! It is called the Raisin Rack, and it offers a whole bunch of gluten-free foods, flours, and even hosts a support group once a month!

I'll be going there on Wednesday, after my doctor's appointment. If the roads are passable, that is. We're expecting another 8 inches of snow by then.

Monday, February 8, 2010

Disappointed

in my neighborhood pharmacist. You see, I have a lot of respect for pharmacists... they are accessible, and they have an enormous amount of knowledge about disease processes and medications. At least, most of them do.

I just got back from a visit to my pharmacy of choice, and I have to say that I am no longer very impressed with the staff there.

You see, the information my doctor sent (and almost every website I've seen) says to talk to the pharmacist about the possibility of gluten in my medications. So I went over there, waited until all the other people waiting for prescriptions had been served (as is only right... they have just one pharmacist) and then got called back for my consultation.

I mentioned that I had just been diagnosed with celiac, and he said, "What? Never heard of it". When I mentioned gluten intolerance, he knew what that was, but only (according to him) because his former coworker had it. Said she would have known what to tell me, but he hadn't a clue about what was used in the manufacture of the medications. Told me to call the companies and ask them.

Which I will do, but I'm nowhere near as happy with him as I was before this afternoon.

On the other hand, some progress was made today - I did not stop at KFC on the way home. But I wanted to.

A great place to visit:

One of my (many) internet "homes"



Visit Gluten-Free Faces

Saturday, February 6, 2010

My name must be Drama Llama.

But guess what? I need someone to talk to, yell at, cry with. And the cats just really don't fill that need very well these days.

I need someone to commiserate with me about never, ever being able to have Wendy's french fries* again, not to tell me how easy this will all be.

And I also need someone to shovel my driveway. We got right around a foot of snow in the past day and a half, and while the road has been plowed (I think someone who lives here has a plow...), my driveway is still covered.


* or hamburgers, or pasta, or gravy or sauces or anything from Denny's (not to mention all the other places I can't eat anymore)

Day 4

Early, early in the morning... couldn't sleep.

But I have found some additional resources on the internet that will help when we travel... a GF restaurant guide, for one. Did you know Outback Steakhouse offers a gluten free menu? I would never have guessed it!

But the chopped salad (my favorite thing there) isn't on it. Sigh.

Talked to my sister last night. She had already gotten a foot of snow when I called. And she has to be back at work this morning at 9. I'm really glad I don't have to leave the house until Wednesday! On the other hand, she isn't being anywhere near as sympathetic as I'd like. I still want someone to hold my hand and agree with me that this is just a horrible thing. And she's being all practical. (Which is normally my job...)

Carabba's Italian Grill also offers a GF menu. As does Cheeseburger in Paradise. Of course, theirs consists mainly of "order without the bun" notations, but still, they're trying.

Okay, I'm going to try to find something for breakfast that isn't going to kill me. (And I am still going to ask how much is *really* too much as far as gluten goes.

Friday, February 5, 2010

Nobody reads this, so I'm safe here...

To vent. Really spew raw sewage out of my fingertips. Rage at the powers that be, and the insanity that is (and will continue to be) my life.

Do you know what Celiac Sprue is? Do you know the only treatment? Well, allow me to enlighten you.

Celiac is an autoimmune reaction to the proteins in wheat, rye, barley and sometimes oats. In other words, all the things that we depend on for grains in this particular part of the country.

The one and only treatment? A gluten free diet. Free. Which means none of these things in anything I ingest. Not in foods, drinks, medications, lip balms, deodorants, skin creams, nothin'.

(No I don't ordinarily ingest deodorant or skin cream, but evidently the gluten found in them can somehow make its way inside and cause a reaction.)

I'm mad. Rabid dog mad. Foaming at the mouth mad. I am sick and tired of this stupid autoimmune business. I'm exhausted. I'm emotionally volatile at this point, and I am just not at all certain it is worth the sacrifice for this additional stupid thing. I'm mad at my parents, my grandparents, my ancestors. I'm mad at my body for failing me once again.

I'm mad as hell at my brain for not being strong enough or smart enough to deal with a stupid thing like gluten. I'm mad as hell at my intestines for being such wimps that they can't heal. I'm mad at my doctor (not the gi one, the other one) for not believing zebras even exist, much less that I might present with one.

I'm mad at Whole Foods Market and Trader Joe's for not having any stores within 50 miles of my home. And for having incredibly high prices. (I know... the stuff is hard to come by, so the prices are higher. I never said I was going to be rational today.)

And damn, I'm mad that there isn't something that can be done about this.

Friday, January 29, 2010

When you hear hoofbeats...

Hello, Doctor Name Withheld to Protect your Practice.

This is your least favorite patient. You remember me... the one who comes in with the flu (in July) and winds up almost dead in the hospital with both pneumonia and internal bleeding? Yeah, that one.

I know the saying in medicine is "When you hear hoof beats think horses, not zebras". I understand that the majority of times the things you see are routine and common to the vast majority of patients.

That doesn't mean zebras are extinct.

Friday, January 22, 2010

Trips, appointments and college news

Heading down to my sister's house this afternoon to go through some of Mom's things. The woman who took care of her wants some of her clothing, and my sister thinks I should go through it first...so I'll most likely be bringing some new blouses and maybe a couple of skirts home with me.

Oh, and the IRS knocked on my door the other day. I have an appointment with them on Monday - just as CA's hearing starts. Damn. I'm almost tempted to call and reschedule. but I have a full week, with the endoscopy prep, the procedure, the meeting with the bank about my 401k (or what's left of it) and the tax meeting, so I suppose I will just have to miss the hearing. I'm sure the FLaB people on IS will keep me updated on what's happening in Florida.

(Oh, how I hope he adjudicates her on Monday... I'd love to see her heading into the murder trial with 13 felonies on her record.

In other news, Maria is in the running for an internship in the publicity department of her college. She will be interviewing sometime soon.

Oh, and the man who lives in the computer called me from his new laptop this week. It was lovely to hear his voice. He sounds so happy!

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

New year, new tuition rates

Ah, the joy of having a child in college. Tuition is incredibly high, my income is remarkably fixed, and my daughter is not eligible for merit based scholarships because she applied too late in the year... last year.

Evidently they only consider you for merit based scholarships once. If you miss out on those, you're SOL.

This is the first thing I've found out about the place that I just don't care for. It sucks that because she missed one set of scholarships, she isn't to be allowed to apply for them at all... ever.

More student loans, more scraping money for her living expenses together, way less socializing on my part this year.