Just a note...

To anyone who actually reads this thing (and I'm not counting, so I have no idea unless you comment.)

I am writing this because I have no one to talk to about these things. My best girlfriend thinks all my problems will go away if I stop taking all my medication and think positive.

My sister is full of helpful ideas, and hasn't a clue how I actually feel.

And the man I love has flat out told me he doesn't want to hear about it.

So I write.